I haven’t written in a while… I’m sorry.
The truth is: I have been missing your terribly and writing to you seemed to hard…
Just last night, I wanted Daddy to re-read the story about Sam & Finn and even before he started, I had a big cry because I want you to be here with me.
Last week we went to a Christmas tram ride where the angels put us some wishing fairy dust onto our noses and said: “This will make your dreams come true.” Later in the evening I asked Mum: “So how can I make my wish come true? All I wish for is Amya to be here with me.”
I really don’t know why now but does it matter?
Does it matter, when I realised that you are not here with me?
I do now and I really do. I see those kids who have sisters or brothers and it makes me think of you, remember that I have a sister, one that was born on the same day as I was…
Why were you not able to stay with me?
From Passion with Love
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PS. from my Mum: For those wondering, this is truly what’s happening and NOT Mum’s version of the story…